This blog had not been updated for awhile now. each promise of more post or update had became an empty promise. life go on and my blog shifted. Googbye. My new blog will entirely be my stuffs and no reblogs. I am totally looking forward to that :)
my first travel alone finally….
This is a trip that i have planned and prayed for one whole year. today i am on my own to korea!!!! I am really happy and proud of what i am doing. this is like a challenge, a test to myself, learning to be independent in a foreign language country like korea.
try to be honest, i am pretty afraid too. i fear that someone will rob me, steal my money, and even death. this is the time learn to trust people. people are nice, isn’t it? *finger crossed. in ten minutes i will be on the plane (my favourite model 747-400)… i can’t wait to see all the beautiful maple leaves in the street of seoul…
shall have more update soon.
Finally this is my last day…. The moment I finished my last task GI CX542, I start having all the memoirs flashed back. The first day I worked here, I was nothing, I panic all the time. I was afraid of most of the tasks… G1, US flights, I don’t even know how to shout out loud in front of all the pax. But after almost half a year’s training i won’t complain that much, even some of the new joiners started to ask me questions. I saw the girl who have just started working here six months ago.
Seriously I will miss CX, for the hardship, the complains I made before but most importantly, the great people who laugh with me, who are with me when I needed a pair of ears, who listened my lame jokes, who encouraged me not to give up easily. Though finally I chose to go, but you are the one I will remember and will cherish to the most!
Tomorrow will be a great start.. And I believe there will be a great future awaiting ahead. My journey do not end here :)
Finally this is the final week with CX. With determination and hope, together with joy and a little bit of unwillingness, I submitted my resign letter.
Then I realize I have became so familiarize with the company or now after five and a half months, the collages around me.. We joke together, we make complains on customers, leaders or supervisors… only people working in our position will truly understand the toughness and the hardship that our title bought to us.
Ground staffs are strong really!! Really proud of everyone of us.
Now I am leaving, although with that little bit of unwillingness, I am happy for my decision. In the end, life has got to move on and take on new challenges.. And should never waste the youth on doing something that you find wasting time or you don’t see a future. If you have to ask me why do I leave without getting the discount tickets, this will be my real reason for leaving CX.
I am so looking forward to November.
awaiting for my new chapter.. <3
There are always choices in life that you have to make. Some of them, you just know that you have to reject. While some, you hesitated. You are too afraid if you turn this away, you will never have the will to continue anymore or worst still, you lost that chance forever. On the other hand, there are just too much opportunity cost to pay to make that pick. I hate that.
At this age like mine, I should have less to worry and have a fun and happy life. Why something is always pulling me back? Now, I only look forward to November. hopefully, the month to fly, the month to leave, the month to break and sit down and think what I really want in my life.
Something really impressed me while having a nice chat with my step-papa. He told me, the happiest thing in life is not to make big money, or to live in a luxurious apartment. It is to wake up everyday, doing something that you enjoy doing and with no regret. I am seeking my way there. :)
yesterday was my new low day. i was so unhappy and so mad at someone and something. if i am wrong i would say sorry because that is my fault but that was not the case. clearly, that person was busy with something else and threw her stupid temper at me. WTF. All i wanna do was to make sure everything goes right and well handle before i leave the damn office. What’s wrong with her. I hope that nothing went wrong with that pax baggage or else that will be my fault again, for sure. Why the people here are like this? Fuck.
